9 lives 4 muses no 9 

the 9 muses

bring you 9 worlds

in 9 minutes

at the muse

9 muses 

Epic poetry



Healing arts

Lyric poetry – rock n roll hip hop

Painting – Sculpture – light on film

Dance performance  theater

***Tragedy and Comedy

in 90 seconds 


anesthetize don’t agonize

And so 

It was 

With great 

Abandon that 

She ruled 

The world 

where chaos unfolds 

It’s hard to know why you live 


III – THE end painting “OBEY”

History on repeat

All eligible Americans can vote, but the president is elected by battleground states. 

why I am reading Hunter S. Thompson

“I think the gov’t getting involved in what we watch is always a bad idea, and I create content and get ripped off with the best of them.”

The End is nearing

And the mothers know not 

what to do

Yet we implore 

them to listen

to the childless women

who would take their daughter in

who would guide their son 

to better lives

than are lost now

to bigotry and hate

when human life should 


the final closing hours 

of an underdog

in the universe

Playing catch-up with our Galileoes anr our Ensteins

Picassos and Hemingways

Ray Bradburys & Luke Skywalkers 

In the remains

The human race an anomaly 

self-destructive apathy 

an anti-thesis of meaning 

Bound by laws

adhered as temporal 

mendicants reliant 

on alms of others 

A sentient being 

no doubt

could possess a thirst

for power

The most elusive and hollow

of the three 

cast about 

in the 

Holy Trinity 

in the beauty of forgiveness 

Life doesn’t “just go on”

The “elite” of both political propaganda machines were saying how they’d be glad when the election was over. Well, my friends, it has just begun.

Sadly, voter apathy (can’t call it a protest vote) is the most powerful political machine once again.
Now we get Giuliani who resembles a rat in every way and Newt, who well, resembles a reptile. We get Omarosa who just last election was a rabid supporter of the man whose every act she now seeks to reverse. 
This isn’t ever about anything they ever say it’s about. The Internet has made it better, made it worse. We don’t talk to our neighbors anymore. Paul Revere could come knocking and we’d miss the call [cut to glowing light from “smart” devices around the world].
We are on the verge of letting machines take over and we are going to be complicit as long as we let the monied elite bride, lie, extort and betray over and over.
It is time for a new party. I’m serious. Constitutional, representative, respectful of differences , supportive of advancement for all as strong, smart, healthyand resolute  Americans are the best GNP this country could have.  

Mourn for a short time because there is no use regretting or second-guessing. I regret that I only have one life  to give for my country. I struggle for every penny I’ve go. I’ve lost more than I’ve had. I’ve slept on a sidewalk. There are two countries but not the ones you think. There’s the states all loosely bound in federation but living under the will of their citizens battling out fairness and police brutality and social justice and the rest. Then there’s the federal behemoth surrounding Washington that is quite frankly killing us.

The DNC let us down. In my mind that leaves one option, a new party that gets it shit together over the next four years. 
If Trump’s a disaster, he’s out. 

Now, get your gun permit. 
Love is patient and kind

Love waits for no one 
Love overcomes hate, it is the only thing that can 

Secrets and Lies

Part 2

527s: Advocacy Group Spending in the 2010 Elections | OpenSecrets


The Apprentice Effect

You may or may not know this but I produced over thirty episodes of the original show including most memorably the first episode, the lemonade stand.

I was the show producer – director in the field for the women’s team and shepherded episodes 1, 5, 9 & 13 through post-production, watching hundreds of hours of “tape.”

I got good at reading subtle cues following super smart business people around as they tested their book smarts on the streets of New York.

The first boardroom was over six hours. I transcribed the whole thing in my hotel room from VHS tapes. It was grueling. I know for a fact, I am the only producer who did this since following this, we got them transcribed. I didn’t sleep between shooting, writing up intensely detailed notes from eight cameras, conducting interviews to cover anyone getting fired (unlike the bachelor or survivor where they have an inkling because of how the cast reveals it to the producers) because, ultimately, the beauty (and incredibly risky endeavor) of the show was that Trump could fire who he wanted. He listened to varying points of view but we had to be prepared for anything and stay one step ahead of the psychology of the individual to tell some kind of cohesive story that had three required elements: it must be fair and authentic; it must make sense; and it must decifer a business thesis principle that would be proven by the final decision on who deserved to go the most.

What does this mean over the course of the next 134 hours and 23 minutes until the day of reckoning? It means be prepared for the worst, work for the best. Most importantly, stay alive.
When asked what a Trump supporter believes, I took a stab at a summary statement based on my observations and background.

These are some thoughts to consider before you write in your candidate:

The apprentice effect

1) that he means what he says;

2) that he will get corruption out of politics because he’s a “straight shooter”;

3) that he is the mega-successful mogul portrayed on “The Apprentice,” rather than in debt to banks in China;

4) that he will make them rich like him;

5) that he will fix health care, lower taxes and national debt;

6) that he is not a career politician;

7) that he is not Obama who delivered us Isis and enabled banks, did everything he claimed he was against;

8) they believe what slogans they are fed because they are angry at the corruption and self-serving profiteering that both parties have enjoyed for far too long;

9) they are ashamed of Clinton’s propensity for scandal, we are a nation of puritans when it comes to our mythology – we want to believe they are hearing us but ultimately Donald probably doesn’t know what he’s getting into.

The system is broken, the status quo is a “coup of corruption” turned into game of thrones without the cute dragons.

It has been said we are two countries – and indeed that is true. But we’ve been coopted to think the differences are between us, when the real widening divide is between us and people who think they are above the law, say one thing but do another, pathologically lie about whatever is expedient while avoiding any true specifics or accountability when it’s pointed out that their plan will actually hurt us more. On both teams.

I could explain the thinking but it’s pointless because no one cares. They’ve been manipulated into emotional and visceral reaction – voting against instead of voting for- thanks to a system that supports the inept  (doesn’t understand classified information) and blatantly disingenuous (absolute bluster and fabrication in service of ego and bizarre twists to show how “of the people” you are), which they buy like tobacco-flavored crack.
A system so full of corruption and deceit that no one knows what will happen in a week. These polarizing and ultimately destructive to us as a nation need to stop promoting the fantasies. Capitalism and endless growth are mythological beliefs that will bring us to war because war creates jobs and evetyone from China to Russia to Venezuela to Lebanon wants to kick our cocky hypocritical asses (it didn’t just start in the last 8 years and no one president is to blame, but the whole lot of them and congress too).
Get ready. Plant your garden. Stay true to your beliefs.

“The greatest [calamity] which could befall [us would be] submission to a government of unlimited powers.”

 –Thomas Jefferson: Declaration and Protest of Virginia, 1825. ME 17:445

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